It was kind of a problem. Not only was I totally not interested in having another failed long distance thing, I couldn't move there as I was in school!
So then I had an idea, you see I had to know if this was a real thing, look at him in the eye, touch him, smell him, search his face for the signs. It was a tuesday that i called him and it went something like this:
Me: Are you sitting down? I have something to tell you and I really think you should be sitting for this.
B: ok. Is it bad? should I be worried?
Me: No, no it's not bad..are you sitting yet?
B: Ok, I'm out on the patio and I'm sitting.
Me: I'm going to be at the Toronto airport on Monday...
B: Wait..what? Where are you going?
Me: What do you mean where am I going?
B: I mean are you flying somewhere? Why are you going to be at the airport?
Me: No silly I'm coming to see you! Pick me up!
Anyway, I decided on a whim to go visit B for 4 days on my reading break. I made the right decision. when I got off the plane and came down the walkway, B was looking at the other door and I could look at him in profile for a full minuet before he noticed me coming towards him...It was awesome, he looked exactly the same, and when we hugged he smelled exactly the same. I felt like I had come home.