QUIET MORNINGS....

Lately I have been feeling like life is a freight train that I can't seem to jump off of..it feels good, it feels scary and it sometimes exhausts me to the point of catatonia, but here I am, moving forward. Living with Brian has become lovely, I fear I am getting used to having him around! Trusting myself and my instincts has been a challenge, since my track record has not been that great! but for what it's worth, I am happy. I am broke. I am in love. and Life is propelling me forward, like it or not!

SO MANY THINGS....

well I have been on a whirlwind tour of my life lately.....went to Colorado and stayed in a Hermitage for two weeks alone, started my last year of school, fell in Love. I have a new computer now too which is a dream. I am planning on moving to Toronto in June of 2010, the boy if from there and I have a better chance of getting an awesome design job there, it's only a little more cutting edge than Victoria!!! ha ha ha....more later.......

MOVING FORWARD

things have been buisy and hard these past few weeks. I have been very tired.
I moved, which is great. I am still getting used to the sounds and smells of the new place...where the hell did all the huge black flies come from? was the Devil living here before and forgot to clean up the body? Being on this side of the building has been amazing..It's like a totally different building altogether! so quiet! I have been working alot and I was excepted to go to Nada in the Colorado Mountains for two weeks..I am going mid August. It should be interesting..to say the least! out there in the middle of nature with nothing but the hermatige and the wide open world.

THINGS ARE SETTLING DOWN..

I have found a cheaper place to live, just across the hall! I should say it found me. I have my wonderful Father to thank for some more financial help, so I will not suffer for my second year of school. I feel more at peace now than I have in a while. I'm o.k.

AAKKK

so this week I am feeling a little less frazzled. I am going to move July 1st, just across the hall, so something to look forward to. School is coming to a close soon and I have a trip to Seattle to look forward to. Thank God, Dad has agreed to co-sign for more credit for me to live on while I tackle my second year. I hope that I can be a little more organized this year coming up, and maybe get some more painting and art done as well as my studies.